It’s been 15 days.
I want to take. Badly. It would certainly get rid of this awful, horrible, terrible bloating feeling.
But….I can’t bring ED into 2017. I just can’t.
That and I also remind myself that if I do take – I will end up feeling just as bloated and shitty in another two weeks. It will be a vicious cycle so it’s up to me to make it end.
So, as I enjoy my last couple of days in Florida I really am going to enjoy them the way that I have been. Relaxing. Sitting in the sun. Shopping. Vedging. Bonding with the parentals. Doing nothing. Letting ED know that there is more to life than just him.