Met up with one of my best friends last night.
She asked me how I was doing and I told her that things were great.
She wanted to know when I have a set back what exactly sends me there.
I explained that recovery is not a clear path. There are twists and turns, ups and downs and unfortunately it’s not a simple road. I’ve made the decision to get better, and I am getting better – but recovery also consists of mistakes.
I’m trying and trying so fucking hard. That’s the best I can do for myself. But from what I’ve read, learnt and been told – mistakes are part of the process. And that’s not a bad thing.