Last week my blog talked about my not so great few days.
One of my very good friends, asked me early last week how I was feeling. I said everything was good.
After reading my blog she asked why I wasn’t honest with her.
She asks because she wants to know and she genuinely cares.
I didn’t want to tell her because sometimes I feel like a broken record. Positive people emit positive vibes. I know she would listen to me for hours, but I don’t want to be that person. That person is ED. He is the struggle. He is the problem. He is the one going through hell. So I guess by telling her that I was doing good I was bringing Lisa to the surface. Lisa is fine. Lisa is good. Lisa is great. It’s ED who sucks.
I may not always tell you when I’m having a shitty day, but it simply means that ED is struggling. ED isn’t happy. He’s the one going through confusion and turmoil. So he doesn’t deserve any sort of attention.
When I say everything is good. It is. With Lisa. When it’s not, I promise to tell you.
I had to edit this post, with the following image that showed up on my FACEBOOK feed today. Appropriate for today.