A wise and supportive friend this morning said “If you want to talk through anything let me know. You have a very tough decision to make.”
“My advice would be to make sure this time would be different.”
Me: “It would have to be. Last time I don’t think I wanted it.”
Friend: “Yes it would have to be. Are you ready to make it different?”
Me: “I have to.”
Friend: “Not what I was asking.”
Me: “Yes, I am.”
Friend: “Than you need to do it. And I mean for your health.”
Good advice. And honest.
Last year, when I was suppose to go to TGH and took time off I wasn’t ready. I am ready. I have to be. I have a life to live and it’s passing me by every single day. So as I take these giants steps towards getting it back I know that tough decisions will have to be made.