Triple Digits

I hit 100.  This was the goal my doctor has been waiting for.

In April of 2014 I weighed 88lbs.  I am now 12lbs heavier.

When I got on the scale and saw that number – how did I feel?

Mixed emotions.  Happy, yet shocked.  It’s different when you go up a pound, two pounds – but to hit a triple digits is a bit different.

I told my mom last night.

I could actually hear her smiling on the pholne.  She asked me what I thought.  I told her that I wasn’t as upset or scared as I thought I would be.  And I meant it.  I’m not overly thrilled, happy and elated.  But I’m not upset, depressed or anxious.  So for now I’m neutral.  And that’s not bad.  Not bad at all.

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