Every day I feel better.
I know that I was put on this earth to live.
I have the best family, the most amazing friends. What more could a person ask for? Why would I want to put any of that at risk?
When I go to Sheena’s Place the girls in the group unanimously have families they aren’t close to or no real connections with any friends that they can lean on for support. It almost makes me feel like the black sheep of the group. What am I going to say? I have too much love? I have too many people who care for me?
Boy, I sure am lucky.
I am seeing my doctor on Wednesday for a weigh in. I know that’s a big part of this process, but bigger than that is what goes on in my head. And that is doing better. Every day. That Dr. that I saw who Mina recommended is not someone that I would continue seeing every week. She told me that her purpose is to meet with and guide people towards the right resources. So in conjunction with Mina, she gave me the name of two specialists that I will have phone consultations with who she feels are the right ones for me. They are psychologists. I have left them both messages and will decide who is a better fit. Dietician coming on Friday.
Full week. I will make this my full time job for as long as I need to.
I will never, ever give up.