Guilty Pleasures

When will I be able to have an ice cap without worrying?

When will I be able to sit on the couch with a tub of peanut butter and a fork?

When will I be able to enjoy jube jubes?

Fuck you ED for taking away these pleasures.

I use to enjoy them. Now I have to think meticulously about what I eat. I’m so vulnerable now that the ‘wrong’ thing can put me in reverse.

I know I’ll get there.

I know soon enough I will get my ice cap, eat forkfuls of peanut butter and devour jube jubes the way I use to.

I miss it.

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